Nocturnal Dream

Living in a world full of sorrow

All the things around me are pale and not exciting

I’m not happy in my oblivion but I’m smiling

Doing everything as an emotionless robot

I don’t like this situation but I can’t change

Seeing people around me that seems like they are happy

They live in peace but maybe don’t

But in my mind I see them as they’re really happy

A strong desire to be as they are

And a long walking starts searching for peace

But I find no way to reach its mystery

This long search exhausts all my body

My feet doesn’t carry me and a travel into the bed is begun

To have a rest for my body

To become ready for another long search

Feet, heart and spirit have a rest with the dreams

Dreams are like a travel to the seaside

Another long walking among the seaside

But this gorgeous view isn’t tiring

Walking with a beautiful smelling wind

I close my eyes and wind carries me to a place

A place which is getting relaxing when I get close to

At the end of the trip, opening my eyes

There is only one thing which seems magicfull

İt attracts me to itself, I can’t withstand

An amazing shellbeach, it seems like it is calling me

Take it to my ear, begin to listen

An emotional and relieving melody

Finally, finding peace in the lethean whisper of a shellbeach

İt was a nocturnal dream but it carries me to find my light

Esra Kaya 2006